Saturday, October 08, 2005

When people reveals their true motives and personality...

and they turned out to be superficial and materialistic,

It sucks, and I lose my modest personality and become less cooperative and understanding, because I do not agree with such human behavour and it makes me feel angry when I noticed myself being taken advantage of (rant rant ran rant swearing rant)!!!

You know, I can keep my patience and ability to accept other people for who they are, but if they intentionally take advantage of others, my feminist part of me kicks in: middle finger YOU!! LOL

I came home at 2am yesterday.
I was going to leave the office by 12am, so that I would still have the time to party up and do my thing shaking my bootie on the dance floor showering myself with great deephouse tunes and what not.

Well, I did not, why?

Cause someone does not better use their time productively that I ended up wasting my time to do a simple work that can be done in a couple minutes only if a clear instruction was given at first.

Yes, you must have felt it. I am loaded with negative emotions right now, so you better not irritate me, cause I will burn you with my anger right now.

......

Sigh.

You know, I fucking need to go to the gym to get rid of my negative emotions, but after 4 hours of sleep and still having some work to do before heading down to a venue for an event this early afternoon, I have no idea how I will deal with this situation in a long term, cause I am turning into a bitter person.......

HELP needed. Tonite, I will go and dance, no sleep and go to work for a meeting and come home and take care of my personal needs. that will make me at least a bit happier...

*determined* Kumi

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Anonymous said...

Aww Kumi, I suggest maybe confront that person. Hopefully they're not taking advantage of you.. but just not aware that they maybe causing problems. But sometimes you just have to let it out all out on that person. I hate doing it myself (but I did it to that writer.. ) But it felt good to let him have it. Hopefully they won't do it again.. if they know you mean business. I hope you get to have some time for yourself this weekend Kumi.

Happy THanksgiving!