Monday, August 15, 2005

today's realization

i need to have a strong and patient mind that will not be disturbed to unexpected incidences and unwelcome energy. One day, I hope that I will be able to perceive every single challenge that comes into my life as a gift even from the moment of its occurence. Right now, I feel that I am too naive and fragile that although I can keep my positive perspectives while dealing with a challenge, its physical damage/draining of my energy are too big to the degree that I am really surprised to know I still feel very tired after my recent stressful situations.
I have spent my morning engaging in a few meditation, but longer I try to meditate, more weakness exposes on its own. I realized how much of a long way I have to go to become truly a strong minded and patient individual....

I know I can get there though :)

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