Wednesday, August 31, 2005

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?








Your Birthdate: February 17

Your birth on the 17th day of the month suggests that you are very lucky financially, because this date indicates a solid business sense.

Although you are probably very honest and ethical, this birthday enables you to be shrewd and successful in the world of business and commercial enterprise.

You have excellent organizational, managerial, and administrative capabilities enabling you to handle large projects and significant amounts of money with relative ease.



You are ambitious and highly goal-oriented, although you may be better at starting projects than you are at finishing them.

A sensitivity in your nature, often repressed below the surface of awareness, makes it hard to give or receive affection.


What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Part Passionate Kisser


For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

Part Romantic Kisser


For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

The Birth Order Predictor

You Are Likely a Third Born

At your darkest moments, you feel vulnerable.
At work and school, you do best when you're comparing things.
When you love someone, you tend to like to please them.

In friendship, you are loyal to one person.
Your ideal careers are: sales, police officer, newspaper reporter, inventor, poet, and animal trainer.
You will leave your mark on the world with inventions, poetry, and inspiration.

Who were you in a past life?

In a Past Life...

You Were: A Famous Monk.

Where You Lived: Burma.

How You Died: The Plague.

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

you know, Dawn...

You ROCK!!

I just realized what I have been missing in my life: Colors!! that I get from the Make up!!!

Shame on me for underestimating the power of colors from the make up for such a long time now.
You know, someone who became closed to me hates it whenever I put some make up on.
So I have been putting less make up on in the past few months.

But you know what? I f***ing LOVE make up. LOL
It's also true that I always fancied and dreamed about becoming a make up artist.
I can not lie to myself and put no make up, just because someone tell me not to do so. LOL

I love playing with my make up brushes and even a little make up tricks empower me like: wow!!

And so I realized that make up is my personal expression that I choose to include in my daily life to express the person I am.

And I want to thank you for helping me realize this. You rock!!! and Thank YOU!!!

P.S.
Dawn recently just sent me a box full of treasures: new make up gears from MAC :)
She is a very cool make up artist. To learn more about her recent swim wear fashion show, please see my entry on June 1st. Thanks :)

Which Rock Chick Are You?


Which Rock Chick Are You?

one week has gone by

So many things happened in the past week.
My great friend, Ange departed for her study in Sweden.
I got high fever the next day and slept in bed all day while nasty rain flooded some sections of T-dot causing some headache for people living in the basement.
I attended a couple job interviews for a position that my agent encouraged me to apply for.
Then I got my fever back again with really bad caugh making me stuck in bed for another day again.
I got a couple calls from two agencies for job opportunities here in Toronto, but out of my preference.
And I went for a job interview for a Japanese translator position 2.5 hrs north of Toronto today.

.....
It seems my cold is now gone, but I continue to search for a great career opportunity here in Toronto.

I always wanted to be true to myself and stick with what I felt I deserved, but I am starting to question the degree of my desires now. Because I can not just stay unemployed and continue looking for something that I want without working for so long, you know??

Based on the job offers that come on my way, I am starting to wonder maybe I am meant to work as a translator, although I continue to have more enthusiasm working for a marketing/creative industry as an admin coordinator. I also wonder: is it my faith that puts me in a situation to move to places that I ideally do not want to be???

In my past 10 years, I do not even know how many times I moved (relocating for job offers and most of the time I had no other choice but accept things happening in my life).

Because of my past moves, I feel that I deserve to settle in a place that I like (Toronto) and establish my career where I can devote my passion and energy for at least a few good years.
But I struggle to find a good opportunity in the city and most of the opportunities that are given to me are outside of Toronto, as if I must move from here...again.

I question: what is my faith?
Is it my destiny to move so many times?
Or do I deserve to stick to what my heart (my desire) tells me and continue making the effort until I turn my dreams come true???

Here are some reasons why I want to stay in Toronto:
-I want to get some dance lessons and become a better dancer.
-I love deephouse music and I want to stay in an environment where I can go and hear some live performance where I can gain some raw inspiration for me to manifest my own passion for life too!
-I love kensington market and china town where I can buy some fresh produce for cheap!!!! and I love the idea of spending my money for independent companies (instead of supporting coorporated grocery industry).
-I want to become a part of our Toronto community.
I am interested in doing some volunteer work for the Japanese Canadian community here in Toronto. I want to be able to do some volunteer work!!! (convenient toronto public transportation allows me to travel to places)
--my friends live here. my friends-my own support system-my family :)

but people say that you need to drop all you desire for something that you need sometime in one's life.

Is my thoughts/desires unhealthy? does it limit my ability to accept things happen in my life?
Are they consider as some materialistic thoughts that I need to detach myself?
Do I need to free myself and be able to accept things that are offered to me as gifts??

I continue to wonder as I continue to fight for what I want in my life..

Peace :)